just like the blue envelope that threw your body into a state of excitement,
an email received as you came home from a little texan oktoberfest is also making your fingers shake a bit as you type.
you were all prepared to continue writing about france tonight – a tight schedule you’ve got – but first you need to calm down. respond to the email. then go back to “writing about france” mode.
you’re now realizing what a physical effect a few words can have on your body. something that didn’t happen before, but is happening more and more often now.
all to be revealed soon, once things are confirmed. because there is still time for things to fall through. but at this exact moment, your heart is beating faster than normal.